The Real Story..

Hi peeps, off from work today, on sick leave.

I was warned this morning not to go out and meet up with friends for coffee or something since i'm supposed to be ill..

D'oh...for a start, that's sooo not the reason i took the sick leave today. I took leave because i am actually feeling unwell. Not just physically, but emotionally as well. I took leave because at the moment, work is not important to me....for today anyway. I took leave because i need and want this time to myself to think about what's going on.

My head's so full of thoughts that i sometimes find it difficult to breathe from trying to figure out what to do all at once.

Everyone's tired and everyone's stressed. And everyone has their own way of dealing with their issues.

I don't really talk about mine. Although i was told by my doctor i have to learn to start talking about them or find a better way of dealing with them as my body does not seem to be handling stress very well.

I could've very well go to work today and be all distracted that i don't think about anything but work. But for the past couple of weeks i've found that my emotions are so close to the surface that i cry for no reason at all.

So that's why i need this day off today. For today, i don't want work to be important as it's always is every day of the week. For today i don't want to be like everyone else and be so consumed by work.

So i stay home and blog. I don't talk about my issues but perhaps blogging will help with those brown bottles i keep stuffing into the already overfilled cupboard.

I think everyone's got shit of their own and ultimately it's up to you to deal with yours. Your life is yours to live right? And in this day and age, who has time for anyone else anymore?