Exes Blues...

There i was, having lunch with my dude when lo' and behold, in walks his EX!!!! OMG!! Talk about stunned into speechlessness!!!

Obviously we've talked about it and knew this day would come, but on Saturday lunch time after you've had a big night and want nothing more than some good ole' caffeine and food to soak up the copious amounts of alcohol you had the night before?? What is the world coming to, i say??

Anyway, if you're talking about awkward situations, this probably tops it all. Look up "awkward" in the Oxford or Cambridge (or even Collins) dictionary and you'll have this situation described... *sigh*....

But anyway, he went to talk to her but i didn't. Maybe i should've but i didn't see the point. What do i say to her? "Hi, how are you? Just having lunch with your ex??...Where's my money??" (yeah she asked to borrow some money with no intention of paying it back...but what the hell..).

I guess although we have thought and talked about it loads, nothing actually compares to it actually happening. And for me, it reminded me of how difficult things can and probably will be. I have to admit that to a certain extent i've sort of left it at the back of mind and probaby even half fooled myself that it's ok and we've gone past all that without actually having to go through it..know what i mean?

After all the difficulty with my ex, i was hoping we didn't have to deal with his as well...damn it. It's just soooo complicated!!

And to be honest, i'm a little bored and tired of the whole thing...i just want everything to be normal, have a normal relationship without having to look over my shoulder or walk on egg shells all the time...

Anyway, just having a moan, i'm off now to pick Chicky Cooper up (baby i've missed you!!!) and to the Curve to meet some friends for some good ole' bitching session!!!